Please guidance me on the matter on my mind.

I got in a relationship very early in my life as back as when I was still in secondary school with a woman in my area, we never ever had s #x until when she finshed her secondary school we began having s #x, we do not remain far from each others home so is extremely easy for her to come over to my house when my moms and dads are not around.

We had s #x numerous times and what did you expect from people that had s #x each time without defense, the lady was pregnant. As at the time she was pregnant I was already in my 200level at the university and she was still searching for admission when I heard about it I informed her to keep it however she told me she can’t keep it that her moms and dads will eliminate her so I offered her money to abort it which she did. We continued with our love affair today extremely cautious till I am about leaving for service, when going I informed her I will certainly keep myslef for her and she should likewise keep herself for me till I come that if I hear any rumor that she is dating someone else I will simply cut off the relationship so I left. After a year of service in the far east I got a job and she can’t concern my side due to distance I later got back after 1and half year, as I saw her, I observed somebody else has touch her. Her breast had lots of milk I ask her what happen she stated absolutely nothing, I later found out that she was pregnant for another guy when I was not around and she terminated it so the milk is still in her breast I was mad within me she pled and I forgave her.

Keep in mind all through my stay throughout service year I never ever touch any girl I kept my self for her as the guarantee I made with her. I remained like 2 months in the house prior to going back to my base.

As I left she informed me she was pregnant for me again I was surprised but informed her am not prepared to dad a child now that she ought to abort it, she aborted it and we continue our relationship but I just come home once in a year.

My mind was not pure with her again so I now begin providing other woman attention due to what has happen before, I now fulfilled this new lady, we go to the same Catholic, we began has good friend not until I start to select interest in this new girl, I asked her out and she agree that make me to forget this my old babe absolutely, the old babe complain and I informed her I am sorry I can’t continue with her once again that my mind is not with her once again, she begged but I told her moms and dads I am not interested again.

My wedding event with this my brand-new babe will come up August but my conscience do judge me that i don’t deal with that old lady well by leaving her. pls assist, what can I do?

ToriNG